I thought that I was pissing off the admin and the moderator and didn't want to screw up their gig by being a troll or whatever.

But after a while I decided to come back and kind of avoid them, let them get to know me a bit, and if they still thought the same way then I'd leave.

Anyhoo, I had only posted 33 times so...that was too little time to give it a go, and I am not a quitter as you know.